People said studying at matriculation college is tough.Yes, i do agree because i feel the same way as them.who to be blame?Don't blame me, blame the government, they set up the rules.hehe...however if you do put an effort from da start and never fooling around,
then i guess the subjects seems to be much easier.i'm a little bit envied my bestfriend,Farah Izzati (sorry nad, i noe u read dis)^^^ for being so smart and enjoying her life at iium cenf0s.got Nazirul there too...how could i'm not envied?^^^her life is perfect n0w,she hold watever post in da Ingineous but i guess it's a society specially made 4 engineering students.that's why it's sound lyke engine,she got JPA's schoolarships (4 God's sake but u deserved it my fren...), she got this smart+cute+caring+l0ok little bit lyke izzat(the mama b0y!!!) type-of-b0yfrenz and she goes back to home every 2 weeks!wat can be better than that?! sometimes, i do miss our school life as SMARTians although i used to think that my life there kinda bored.yap, people only grateful only when they lose something (hey, that's me!!)
i've been doin' research on wat career is suitable wif me.i guess it's between 2, either being a doctor or an educator.for da tyme bein', being an educator seems to pop up in my mind whenever i analysis da possibility 4 me to go wif da career.a doctor?nuh aaa...dun think so.yap, this career sounds promising bright future and plus, i also got da offer to study medic in egypt,sumwhere in cairo, but it's under private,da schoolarship only come in 2nd year.that's not actually reason to reject da offer but it's another.my dad once said if i really want to study,he can afford to send me there.our family is not kind of rich fam, but my dad works in private sector and he's kinda has savings 4 his children's education.but i thought bout da pro and cons.do i really want to be a doctor?wasting my 5 years and 5 months of my youth 4 sumthin' that i wouldn't noe i really to it?
